Assalamu'alaikum wr wb.
hiyaa, ma fella blogie! >w<)/// im finally here to post something. hows u guys doing? hope u guys doing well!
actually... today i just wanna share something. so theres one friend of mine whos struggle thru financial problem. i know it since she's told me about it and i hate it the fact that i cant help her more. i feel like useless as her friend, eventho im not that close to her, i want to help her more. im not trying to be a kind person, im not care about her to accept everyone's compliment nor to achieve something too. its just i cant bear it whenever i know someone close by especially my friend struggle. i know that im kinda annoying bcs sometimes i always interfere to ppl business, but i cant help it, its my nature. i really am sorry but i cant kept silent watched classmate of mine bullying her for something so trivial. its bcs she cant afford to paid class savings or ppl called it money cashes, like.... what the hell did u guys thinking?! why cant u guys asked her politely and be nice to her. she's our friend, but u guys so rude to her. i know that she's at fault for not paying money cashes but the way u guys asked were RUDE. u guys dont know the reason behind it (....since u guys not care enough) and what struggle she is going thru in her life yet kept complain even comment something about her private life in group chat, whats so fun about it? why u guys seem enjoyed bully her while she just cant paid money cashes? why didnt u guys asked the reason she cant afford to paid? and even after she told someone in my class, they kept asked for money cashes. why no one in my class are care enough?
at least if u CANT UNDERSTAND her condition rn, just keep silent and dont speak casually about her private life like that!!! it hurts me so much to read that everyone kept badmouthing her in group chat and the worst is i wasnt brave enough to yell at them to shut up. im such a useless friend and i feel bad bcs of it. it hurt me so much that im crying while read what they're said. i cant ask them to f theirselves off so i contact her first.
i said that im willing to help her, so she dont have to be ashamed and i said that i know how it feel when u had financial problem. i said that i went thru it too but fortunately my dad can affort to paid college and my family having enough money. (i understand her since i had thru it as well but i would also understand eventho im not thru it since im her friend. wth is wrong with classmate of mine?!!! nah i dunno ;A;). as long as i have enough, she can ask me for help and i didnt mind it. but i dunno why she kept reject so i accept her will since i dont want to damage her rights, but i said to her if my classmate keep asking about money and she cant afford it, i asked her to accept my help for the best. i know i kinda stubborn lol. for me, its for the best since i cant bear to see them badmouthing and i dont want her to hurt more. tbh i still cant believe that they're actually my classmate, i dont even wanna called them mate for ever lol they're sick. i dont remember having them as mate, so yeah. im sorry if u guys think that im the rude one but IM SO MAD RN AND IM PISSED BY THEIR BEHAVIOR, IM UPSET and really really DISAPPOINT to my classmate. :(
i swear if u guys see what they said in group chat, u guys might be explode due to emotions, just like me lmao. so finally earth got crisis of kind people, huh.
guys, if u read this post pls remember to always be kind to ur friends and ppl u dont know as well. if u guys cant, who else here can be kind enough to care? for me, theres nothing more impressive than being kind to others, so pls be kind so u guys would be blessed by God bcs of it, be kind so u guys might be receive something from others too, be kind so u guys might be happy just by watching them happy, and be kind so u guys might be used to be kind. :)
and thank u for read this guys. it means a lot and finally i relieved just by type my feelings out. until next time, see u guys! always be happy and may God bless u. <33
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